- 1. Process Pedagogy
- 2. Practical Applications for classroom use
- 3. 1st sample assignment
a.
Literacy autobiography: "Why do I need examples given to me as cookie crumbs? I'm no fucken mouse" -- where is this tension coming from, what is the real issue?
i.
Rodriguez- what happens when you intellectually
and/or economically, surpass the beings that brought you into this world? Beautiful moments- “education as a tool” …”for
a moment I felt guilt”..if only it was just a moment!
ii.
Shen- what happens when you are caught between
two completely, seemingly, opposing ideologies (seemingly?? facetious? No I’m jumping to
abstraction and sacrificing detail for the sake of bigger picture…but you can’t
do that…only if you can’t jump from “A beginning” to “F uck you” back to “Ohhhh”
and feel like you never moved at all). Ironic since China & America are
both oppressive capitalist imperialist fucks.
I mean, what...jk…not really.
Shen, your people use the guise of “community”, Americans use the guise
of “individuality”. Who is fucked
harder, you and the warm feelings of solidarity, or us and our sick obsession with
uniqueness? HA!!!! Wait, don’t we owe them like billions of
dollars? Who, America or China? If only
I started with a topic sentence!!!! UGH
iii.
Mellix- what happens when you start to fuck wit
da way u write & talk n’ shit, moreover, what happens when u realize that
the relationship between language and power is sick as fuck- like- life altering, identity shattering, I need to
find the pieces of my self to find a way to survive, and by survive I mean…
exist. But have you ever lived? Huh?.... clarity, Amanda, work on it.
iv.
Flynn- essentialist
feminist bullshit. Constructing an argument--- get it, “constructing”. What you attempted to do, rhetorically, is
the reality- a construct biased by your life’s experiences ,your wants, your
needs, your insecurities, your beliefs… CONSTRUCT. My lady scholar, where in the fuck was Helene
and Judith???!!!! Just saying… #cixous #butler
v.
Student examples- FASCINATING.
Not the students, no, the context. The prompt. The set-up. The instructor.
The course. The year. The moments that led to those drafts… before an end, a beginning- what is literacy?
What is an autobiography? Who am I? …. Toooooo
mushy. “don’t need to bleed on the paper” but what if blood is all I have? What
if lying suits me? off topic. Tangential. No, it’s a freewrite. *snap snap*
*and the kick drum kicks*
Dear Richard, Richy?, Rick?, Mr. Rodriguez? Prof. Rodriguez? Dick?
I remember one day I was visiting the parentals for a
weekend and we started to talk our usual banter of politics, education,
learning, society, pop culture, conspiracy, religion, esotericism, music, social
media, entertainment and domesticity.
From that line alone, you’d think I grew up in a house of “learn-ned
doctors” (name that quote?!..... STEPBROTHERS)
COL (chuckle out loud) I’m chuckling because ironically my father is
paramedic, I mean E.M.T but I say paramedic cause everyone gets that easier and
my mom’s a nurse, I mean insurance claims something or another but she used to
be a nurse and that’s easier too… to…? …. What was I saying again?
Oh yeah, you mention a few things:
1) education blew your
mind and you struggled to relate to your mom & dad & culture 2) kept
these feelings to yourself because of “embarrassment” and thinking “maybe I’m
the only one” (counterproductive to that whole being smarter now thing, no?) 3)
your guilt for your lost mother, father- mather?- tongue was “momentary”.
I’m going to stick with this only because, dude, I fucking
feel you!!! (do you get panic attacks
about it sometimes too? You are depressed too, right? Anxiety? Shame-guilt
complex? Insomnia? Silence eats you at family gatherings, gotta leave early on
account of, “lots of work to do”?) Ya no puedo platicar sin verguenza, asi que me callo hasta silencio consume.
So we are at the dinner table, and we are talking about God and
gods and what not, and I say something along the lines of… religion has brought
me to my knees and convinced me my rise shall be epic, shall be grace granted
as my ephemeral transforms into eternal. But I was never, nor will ever be, not
standing. My body bending by my soul’s expansion is grace personified. I am, as He was. I think Allah, and Krishna, and Zeus, and
Buddha are one and the same- I don’t mean that exactly, but oh, how I really mean
it exactly.
BLASHPEHMY. He
& I kick it on the regular ever since I started doing that thing..what is
it called again? Oh yeah- “being educated”.
My mom never cried or broke down or disowned me or begged me
to stop. She listened and I saw her eyes
glisten with… the very sick feeling I felt every time I was in a class and a
Professor started talking about the values and beliefs of my life as if my
world was a simpleton’s construct. Foucault,
Derrida, Freud, blah, blah- have literally shattered my world and to make
matters worse- they sent me as their messenger to be the one to stick a dagger
through the hearts of my mother and father.
Funny, how at times, teenage and hyperbolic, I “hated” them for their…ignorance.
Now I hate you, academia.
For they thought you were the better, the way out. They trusted you to
teach me to be better. But all you taught me was to divide and conquer, and
guess what? I’m really fucking good at it.
I’m a monster.
But see, Richard. I accept
my demonization. You my friend, still
sleep with fear in your heart.
Or maybe I am just projecting because I still can’t get over
the void that separates me from them.
Two things that fuck us up, fucked me up- "family" and "education" or is it "literacy"...ha
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