My fellow SILs and I often compare
notes and share teaching resources. We
talk about what works and what fails miserably, and I rarely talk about
teaching away from Dominguez Hills.
However, not long ago I had an unusual conversation while getting a
haircut. First, it was unusual because
the person speaking with me was not Nicole, my stylist, but another client,
which seems to me a violation of the unwritten beauty salon code. My haircut is ME time, and I generally don’t
want to make small talk with complete strangers who require me to explain my
life. After a decade or so, Nicole just
knows. It was also unusual in the
trajectory of the conversation. After
learning that I am a teacher, this woman, a retired teacher herself, remarked
that many people think that teaching is easy; they believe that anyone with a
modicum of patience and a smattering of general knowledge could walk into a classroom
and just start molding young minds. We
had a good laugh about that.
I liken those people to my well-intentioned
neighbors who believe that they could competently parent a child based on their
ownership of two highly-strung Bichon Frise.
While house-breaking may be similar to potty-training in ways I’d rather
not go into, entirely different skills are needed to nurture lap dogs vs.
children. For one thing, when a human
child gets restless, you can safely put them outside. But I digress.
Berlin’s article on pedagogical
theories highlights many of the difficulties I’ve experienced as a supplemental
instructor. He asserts that teaching
composition is “teaching a version of reality,” and therein lays my greatest
problem: the professor for whom I work
and I exist in parallel universes (766).
I used to think that our pedagogical differences were due to his being
an education major, whereas I studied and wrote about Literature, but that
isn’t the issue. He is a
Current-Traditionalist, and I am on the wobbly fence between Expressivist and
New Rhetoric.
Here is how this difference plays
out in the classroom: There are weekly
grammar drills that are never gone over in class, and those students who tend
to omit articles or pair disagreeable subjects and verbs continue to do
so. The class is expected to read about
the structure of various forms of composition, compare and contrast for
example. Next, they are asked to read
one or two examples of that mode, some written by professional authors and some
by students. We rarely discuss these
readings in class. Finally, they are
given a prompt and a due date. There is
no mention of invention techniques. Sometimes,
there is peer review, and all students are required to have conferences with
both the professor and me. All too
often, students attend both conferences on the same day, less than 48 hours
before the paper is due. As the
subordinate in the room, I cannot argue with his methods; my only recourse is
to supplement like hell during my Friday workshops.
Here is how I’ve been subtly
subversive: I introduce selected literature
to talk about voice, style and syntax, develop vocabulary, and challenge their
critical thinking. Guess what; they
liked it! I’ve introduced them to
Burke’s Pentad, the rhetorical triangle, and a variety of heuristics swiped
from Lindemann to develop the content of their essays. Knowing that they hate grammar work and
desperately need it, I try to come up with paired and small-group activities
that won’t put them to sleep. I
encourage students to see me multiple times for feedback, and to do so early in
the process. In conferences, I ask the
question “Why?” a lot, encouraging them to examine their thinking and writing
processes. As a SIL, I have experienced
moments of blissful inspiration and horrific train wrecks. Writing may be easy, but teaching is not.
Your experience, while it has its negatives, is valuable nonetheless. You are learning as a supplemental instructor what you WON'T do when you become the primary educator. Personally, I don't disagree with some things your teacher is doing, but without skillfully discussing the essay models and grammar drills, and without deliberately helping students with invention, he is inadequately assisting them through the process.
ReplyDeleteBy the way, your passion for teaching writing and your compassion for students comes across in most of your posts. I think you're wonderful, and know that students love you. It will be a fantastic turn of events when you become the primary teacher and your SILs can learn from you!
I would address this basic experience as part of your teaching philosophy; as a narrative, it's a great sales point.
ReplyDeleteAnd it has the advantage of being the truth.